Saturday, 17 December, 2011

Keeping it real

Zen Puddle - chosen for the 2012 publication
Open to Interpretation: Water's Edge
I don't know about you, but this year has gone by WAY too fast.  Yesterday I had to stop and think if my show at Mysteria gallery was THIS year or last year?  It was this year...but it seems so far away now.  I learned a lot from doing a solo show and had some hard bumps and some big highs.

There are moments of doubt along the way, everyone has them, but we don't talk about them much on Facebook and Twitter. This year has been a year of reflecting and questioning why I do this, who I am doing it for, and could I live without doing this...?  It's the end of the year, a time to do the books,  and I decided to make my last blog post about keeping it real.  
So this is me doing that.  

Thank you 
thank you 
thank you
to everyone who supports me in the possibility
to everyone who helps me in the realizing
to everyone who shows up (physically and virtually)
                             to celebrate successes
                             and to get me through the failures
to you brilliant collectors - thank you for allowing me to continue

AND

thank you to the  
commenters
clickers
likers 
and
sharers!

There are moments of big doubt, moments when I wonder if I have the courage and the energy to continue never knowing where it is all going and absolutely knowing the places that it isn't going. But then there are the other moments when you get a phone call out of nowhere from a collector who can't forget your work and it has spoke to them and stayed with them and the "unknowing" takes me to a place of real humility and gratitude.  

It is easy to forget why I started.  It certainly wasn't for fame, fortune or Facebook fans!   It was because I couldn't imagine NOT making images.  The fact that some of you out there like them, choose to live with them, and connect with them is just my very good fortune.  So thank you.

OH! and thank you to the 10 people who read this blog! ; )
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